mane lg comel?

ish3...kuku sape la yg panjang tu...

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sori la, ayg tak potong kan kuku b...ngeri!!

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takut terlebeh potong...

heheh

takut kucing?...

hari ni mood baik punyer setelah ber'mood' suram, kelam dan tenggelam. gara2 bersalah paham ant aku dan b.hehe. hari ni mentari bersinar cemerlang. aku dan b tersenyum berseri kembali. klu nak tahu, entry bwh ni adalah luahan ketidakpuashatian b terhadap aku.hmmm...sekian mukaddimah untuk entry kali ini.

kembali pada tajuk di atas, "takut kucing?" hmmm...
ape kes tajuk ni ngn aku dan b? nak di pendekkan crite, b telah digoda oleh Sang Kucing pada petang semalam ketika kami berdua sedang menghadap juadah makan mlm. sang kucing tu bukan nak watpe pun, nak pujuk minta makanan je. kucing tu nak meraih simpati dari b yang berhati lembut.tapi sang kucing tu terslah org la...b aku tu penakut kucing. sian b, terpakse mkn laju2.dan yang menjadi mangsanya ialah aku. kerana aku ditugaskan untuk mengambil perhatian kucing tersebut supaya tidak mendekati mahupun mengganggu konsentrasi b yang sedang berselera menjamu makanan.aiii...die punye muke cuak tu klu aku rakam balik, sure die yang tergelak terbahak2. dengan terjerit2 menghalau dan sedikit meracau ketakutan. hehehe.
(tak la kuat sgt tapi org di meja sebelah dan tukang masak gerai tu bole dgr kot)..

ape moralnye?hmm.. moral : ada ke terdapat gurl2 senget yang takut dgn kucing? bukan ke anda2 yang senget ni penyayang orangnye? hmmm...aku? aku xtakut ngn kucing and aku suke sgt2 ngn kucing. anda bagaimana pula? sila angguk untuk menyatakan "saya takut kucing" dan tersenyum la unutk menyatakan "saya suka bangat sama kucing" ~ bravo~

baby pun tak takut ngn kucing

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siap bole tido same2

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b sanggup tido ngn kucing?

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em, klau tido same2 ngn ayg n kucing, ok x b?

ape benda la..

dear hubby....

hai..
sajer nak tulis note tuk b...
rindu..b, b kene study tau.exam b dah nak dekat.pasni b lagi busy kan.ngn kenduri paksu lagi...
b, chaiyok2!!!jgn malas2 tau...kalu b malas, ayg denda b.tarik pp die n takle tido ngn ayg!hehe..gurau2 je.
b, b nak g jln2 ngn kawan2 b ye ujung bulan 6 nanti...b bagitau ayg tau.bagitau la awal2 ye.
b, ayg harap sgt perjalanan relation kite ni berjalan lancar je sepanjang b masih kat sini lagi.tak nak gado2.em, and ayg harap sgt dapat teman b or duk seumah ngn b seminggu before b g jauh nanti...at least ada kenangan terakhir ayg ngn b.tapi kita hanya mampu berharap dan merancang, tuhan yang tentukan segalanya.

salam rindu peluk cium dari ma wat pa...iloveu!

aku yg malas...

ari ni ari jumaat. bg kakitangan kerajaan, ari jumaat besenye dianggap ari yg kurang produktiviti ( bukan smua la mcm tu). hehe. aku yg mlas giler ni bertambah la mlsnyer bile ari jummat ni tibe. lg2 bile aku dah plan nak wat keje ape untuk satu hari itu dan perancangan aku plak tidak berjalan lancar. maka secara otomatik, aku akan jadi extra mls n xtau nak wat ape. walhal aku ader mcm2 keje untuk dibuat. misal nye aku perlu la berusaha keras untuk 2 exam yg akan aku amik bulan june ini. 12hb n 22hb. tapi buku yg aku beli khas untuk exam tu pun aku x bukak lg. abes la aku... xsmpai sebulan lg ni... sempat ke.... (tbe2 aku jd xkeruan je rase). if aku gagal mencapai markah yg diperlukn aku kena repeat papers tu. (x mo la.......). jumlah yuran 2 exam tu 320 US dollar. if aku kena repeat, abes la gaji aku...

aku pun kenala setel kan hal applications aku tu cepat2. ish.... time aku dah ready nak jumpe k.jbtn n advisor aku, dorang plak xde. bile aku xready, asik la muncul depan mata aku ni. act, mulut2 Dokter2 ni bole tahan gak, so aku sgt la keberatan nak menunjuk kan statement of purpose and propose research proposal aku kat dorang untuk disemak english nyer.. aku mcm lack of confident je la.. rase mcm english aku lemah. (tu la.. org suruh bace novel english byk2, kau asyik la dgn komik) ish... aper la aku ni.. aku kan berani...(naikkn semangat sendri)hehe. td pg aku dah ready je nk jumpe dorng. nk kena hentam pun hentam la. tup2 dorang ader meeting 1 hari ni. so aku kena tggu mggu dpn . bole ke?.. hmm..

aaahhhhh... aku dah wat keputusan.. time2 menaip ni gak aku wat keputusan.hehehe. aku pas je recommendation form, statement of purpose and propose research proposal kat PA K.jbtn aku tu. jap lg pas abes lunch hour, aku p antar. isnin depan aku jumpe n amik je n be prepared.hehe.
pastu trus p jumpe staf kt bwh, setel kan hal caterer untuk bengkel bulan june ni, pastu col pendaftar confirm kan hal budget bengkel tu. then p pendaftar amik financial statement utk application aku n lastly p jumpe makcik aku n paskan kad kawen pakcik aku. (hehe.. tbe2 masuk hal personal plak).
ape la aku post kat blog ari ni. hehehe. bebelan + jadual aku untuk ptg ni start pkul 3. nway, td aku col ayg, sian ayg. kena period pain. ayg rehat ye syg.. dah minum air pns kan td. try tdo tau. sian ayg ,b xdpt jg.hmmm... nant mlm ayg kena jg kem bdk2 skolah tu kan. sbar ye ma. even cuti skolah start esok, ayg still xcuti. kem smpai isnin kan.. pastu nanti kt jumpe, b bwk ayg p jejalan ye. cyg ayg sgt..

love...

gotong royong..

hari ni jabatan aku wat gotong royong sebab isnin dpan ader org nak check. ala.. hal2 keselamatan di tempat kje ni. skrang tgh lunch hour, rht sejam.hehe. td dah mkn free. sedap plak.. hmm.. petang ni smbung lg. aku tgh menaip smbil ggt2 bunga cengkih yg aku petik kat taman jabatn td. 1st time aku tgk bunga cengkih fresh.hehe. pedas..
nway, aku slalu terpikir, nape biler kt rindu sgt2 kat gurl kt, dada kt rase skt. mcm kena hempap something pun ader, mcm sakit sgt2 bile rindu giler. knape yerk? rase susah nak bernafas. hmm... plek.. ader sesiapa tau jawapan nyer?

peranan ayg..

ari ni aku nak citer hal ayg. hehe. semenjak 2 menjak ni, aku begitu trase ayg mainkan byk peranan dlm hidup aku.hehe. even ktorg xduk same. bile kdg2 jumpe tu, ayg tetap menjalankan peranannye dgn baik. hehe. aku list down kan peranan ayg:

1. sebagai kekasih- plg penting ni. hati aku tersimpan dlm hati dier.
2. sebagai 'isteri' - even xle kawen. hehe. tp tu la peranan dier dlm dunia aku sendri.
3. sebagai sahabat baik - tempat aku berkongsi masalah and tempat aku cari pasal.hehe
4. sebagai bantal kesayangan aku yg paling empuk- lena je aku tdo
5. sebagai penasihat fesyen aku- even aku x pndai bergaya. sempoi je. die la tukang bg pendapat bile aku nak beli aper2.
6. sebagai pakar pemakanan aku- disebabkan aku kuat mkn, so die kena slalu ingat kan aku supaya x lupe diri bile mkn.hehe
7. sebagai nurse peribadi aku bile aku x sht.
8. sebagai jam loceng aku- yang kejut aku pg2 untuk pegi keje
9. sebagai tukang urut profesional yg slalu urut aku time letih- aku gian btul la dgn urutan ayg, pergh.. tp ayg x sediakan perkhidmatan urutan batin. hehehe
10. sebagai GPS aku tiap kali aku drive.hehe
11. sebagai bank a.k.a along, tiap kali aku sempit. hehe


aku dah xingat aper lg. hehe. ayg... thanks 4 your love.. rindu ayg sgt...

well..

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it (anywhere I go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
I fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)


poem by E.E. Cummings

Hari ini hari khamis..

Dari pkul 9 sampai pkul 12 lebey td aku kena join meeting yg buhsan tahap dewa. pening pale aku duk dlm bilik meeting tu. lapar plak tuh. xsempat aku nak sarapan pg td. bgun lmbat punyer pasal. mlm td aku tdo lewat melayan msg2 sorng member lame aku time kat boarding skool dulu. dier duk sebelah aku 2 thun, very sporting and sekepala la. jap lg aku citer ktorg msg hal aper.
ni aku nak citer pasal refreshment time meeting td. aku kan lapar, aku pun amik la mihun byk sket n kuih2. tp mihun ni dier letak blackpepper plak. byk gak. even aku suka mkn masakan guna blackpepper, tp pepagi dah telan mende mcm ni wat perut aku rase x sedap time meeting. tu yg menambahkan ketidakselesaan aku pg td. tp xmau p toilet plak.hmm.. xpe2.. td aku minum kopi o. tp mcm teringin minum teh ais la plak. ish, dah seminggu dua aku asyik minum teh ais jer ni. Tp teh ais gerai bwh ni mmg bes. Nescfe die pun ok. Ptg nanti aku p beli la.

Hari ni 15 hb. So genap 25 bulan ayg kapel dgn aku.hehe. relation aku tg plg lame ni. N hope will last longer la. Syg ayg! Hehe. Sok plak 16hb mei. HARI GURU…. Hmm… ayg aku dah jd cikgu ni,even baru praktikal tapi status guru tu dah ader. Nak bg aper yerk..ptg ni nak kena cari kad la. Nak buat sendri, aku x reti. Tulisan aku huduh. Hehe. Ma, u sure tensen biler kena semak homework student yg tulisan nyer buruk giler kan.hehe.

Anyway, mlm td aku msg2 dgn member aku ni. Sj citer2 hal2 lame. Then dier tanyer ape sebenarnyer jd time aku form 5 tu, kecoh gak kes aku dgn 1^st ex aku. Then aku citer la dgn tercover2 tp mcm ter exposed pun ader. Hehe. Tp die ni sempoi, n phm ape yg aku went thru time tu. Aku rase lega die tetap nak jd kwn aku even dah 5-6 thun xjumper. Nanti la.. aku akan jumpe kau n geng lame kt blk. Hehe. Lg pun tu hal lame, and ex aku tu pun dah 2 thun kawen. May god bless her always. Aku pun dah lame get over hal tu. Aku bgtau member aku ni, aku mcm ader urusan yg x settle lg dgn member2 skool tu. Kdg2 aku rase mcm terperangkap dlm kenangan kat situ, yg bercampur baur gembira, sedih, marah, dendam, mcm2 la. Selain moment time aku final year kat U, aku plg ingat hal kat skool tu la. Mcm trauma pun ader. Mcm syg pun ader. N if rezeki aku fly ujung tahun ni, sbelum tu aku mmg harap dapt jumper dorang ni blk. Aku xtau untuk aper. Just untuk tenangkan hati aku yg kdg2 teringat2 hal lame kat c2. Member aku tu pun phm, dier pun kdg2 rase mcm tu. N dier pun harap dpt jumpe dgn aku n bdk2 lain nant. Aku memang ilang trus pas abes skool dulu. Skrang aku mcm dah ready nak jumpe dorang blk then maybe aku akan ilang blk pas jumpe. hehe. Hope to c u soon frens.

b....

dapat jumpe b kejap, dapat juga akhirnya aku melihat, menaiki kereta baru b...
b sampai nak majuk tadi...sori...ayg tersepit...susah nak cakap...
thanks b bg pinjam riba b tadi...tenang sekejap hati ni...

b, jg bibir b tu baik2 tau...tadi nak gelakkan ayg pun dah susah coz sakit mulut...bibir b kering tadi time ayg sentuh...byk minum air tau..ayg tak de ngn b.b kene jg diri leklok...

b, sori sgt wat b bengang tadi...nak sgt jumpe b...tapi keadaan menyempit hidup ayg wat mase ni...sori...

ulcer

hmm.. dah 3-4 hari aku kena ulser kat bibir ni. exactly tempt yg samer mcm dlm gmbar ni. tp tu bukan gmbar aku. hehe. aii.. skt btul biler nak mkn. wat aku jd kurang berselera. lg2 ayg xde. boring... if ayg ader, kurang trase sgt skt tu. hehehe.. siap bole kissing2 lg. slamber je. xskt lgsung. (padan muka kau kena ulser, ari tu ligat sgt pkai bibir ni. ;) ) nway, bdn aku panas, so biler2 aku mls mandi pg, aku senang kena ulcer. tp ulcer kali ni jd sebab aku tergigit byk kali kt tempat yg same. lgpun aku dah rajin mandi pg start dpt keje ari tu. hehe

lapar la. nak p beli sarapan. tp mcm mls nak bukak mulut mkn. bole ke..
Lg boring biler xde bdk2 bole teman aku. aku heran btul la dgn budak2 pompuan kat tempat keje aku ni, liat btul nak ajak p mkn. xsarapan, trus lunch (time lunch muka masing2 kebulur gler). jimat kot. mlas plak nak join pakcik- makcik tu mkn pukul 10. dorang dah nak pencen, xperla. pkul 11 bru blk, pkul 12 lebey hilang blk. hehe. xleh jd ni, lapar la. jom p mkn karipap (kuih lain xsdap, mkn nasi lemak ngantuk..) n teh ais....

dear syg..

B just nak ckp yang U mean a lot to me. even sometimes b mcm xreti tunjuk yg b syg ayg. b just nak ayg tau yg b love u the way u are n I really hope to be your first n your last lover. mybe sometimes b wat ayg tkut or sedey but the truth is, with u, I become a better person. I dont want to lose u. n if I have to, I'll fight for you. coz without u, I'm nothing. ayg slalu ckp b mulut manis n suka mengayat but i really mean it. b tau ayg syg b sgt2. n ayg xpenah syg sape2 pun mcm ayg syg b. b btul2 appreciate it. aper yg b tulis ni bukan sebab kt gaduh ke, aper ke. x, just b rindukan ayg.. b xde bunga untuk bg kat ayg, xde sajak yg b gubah sendri, yg b ader just hati b yg ikhlas sygkan ayg. how i miss u dear..

p/s: quite sometimes since the last time i gave u love letter kan syg? so this is another love letter dedicated just for u. hope it will be sent straight to your heart.

With lots n lots of love,

Your HUBBY..

sin chan?

sj aku upload clip sin chan ni. episode ni wat aku senyum sorg2 n terpk aku pun slalu behave mcm sin chan ni bile kuar dating dgn syg. especially mase awal2 dpt kuar dating dgn ayg. hehe. tp skrang pun mcm still same je. ye ke yang?

b, jom kahwin....

b mood cintakan negara hari ni.lain pulak ngn mood aku yang cintakan b setiap hari tak kira di mane aku berada, bila masanya, aku tetap butuh dia!!hehe
untuk pengetahuan semua, aku manusia yang tak penah berminat tentang perkahwinan tapi entah mengapa dan aku juga tak sedar sejak bila aku mula rase ingin berkahwin. tapi hanya dengan b.aku jadi rasa ingin sangat berkahwin dengan b..hehe.
ini kiranya,b orang pertama la yang berjaya membuka pintu hati aku untuk merasa berminat ngn hal2 ber'kahwin'.(sure b bangga...) tapi itulah kenyataannya...
pelik tak bile awek propose b die?....
aku hanya rase selamat ngn b je...tak tahu kenapa..b je tahu ape yang aku harapkan dalam satu2 relationship. dan b je paham aku yang amat2 susah untuk percayekan orang...hmmm

"b...will you marry me....?"

p/s: boleh terima dek akal tak if aku berpendapat berkahwin tak semestinya having sex...?...hmmmm...mesti ramai tak setuju...sape tak setuju sila angkat tgn.sure sume angkat tangan...=(

hehe..

miss u dear syg...

mood ari jumaat.. I love my country..

Aku bace paper star td. bhgn opinion letters. i dont know, i feel so emotional when i read this letter from a guy known as 'ALL FOR ONE & ONE FOR ALL'. maybe he or she has his own opinion toward this matter and even he declared that he is bumi maybe he’s not Malay, but i really want to say that , dude, u really need to learn the history of our country all the way back from the beginning. Just think carefully why the UPNM didn't approve that excellent Chinese guy to be admitted to that university? Don’t u realized why most of the army in this country consist of bumiputera? Let me answer it, there are 3 very basic and important things that every country should give full attention to:

1. Political authorities

2. Economy

3. Education

Our country is so special because it has multiracial citizens. Currently, our country has 3 major races; Malays, Chinese and Indian. As you can see clearly, the economy and education are dominated by Chinese. Then what do we have as the majority in this country? We only have political power and just by looking at our country political situation now, it is really unstable.

So this is where the army is really important. If anything happened to our government know, and in case our country has to face the emergency (darurat) situation, the army and MAGERAN will take over temporarily until the political situation become stable. So think again, read about the history of 13^th may 1969. The Chinese try to overpower the Malays. Fortunately the armies on that time were Malays (mostly were Malays, but there were also other races however they were prone to be with the opposition side), so the Malays still could maintain the majority hold in political authorities.

So...

What if that our country has to face that situation again? And what if during that time, half of the armies are consisting of non bumis? Think about it.. I believe the decision-makers in the education department understand this and did evaluate him thoroughly. However, this doesn’t mean there is no opportunity at all for the non bumis to serve the country. It is just the ratio of non bumis in armies are carefully monitored by the authorities.

This is the letter:

Friday May 9, 2008

So sad that a top student can be left begging

I REFER to the letter from Keng Wei Jin of his disappointment at not getting places in local universities, especially the UPNM.

You don’t often hear about non-bumis keen to serve in the Malaysian armed forces. Yet he was rejected despite the fact that he is a top student with excellent extra curricular activities!

This is where the Government must do a total revamp - too much of the same thing in a department is always not good for the country. Meritocracy must start within all government departments and ministries.

Non-bumis, particularly from smaller towns, have better and closer relationships with bumis and are more likely to speak better Malay.They are also more keen to join the Government.

Perhaps, Wei Jin should apply for a place in Singapore and spend his or her whole life contributing towards Singapore’s development now that his government has turned its back on him.

I feel sad and bad for Wei Jin – sad because here we have a gem in the making who really wants to serve the country of his birth and bad because most of the decision-makers in the education department are bumis (just like me).

It would be very unfair that one has to appeal to the Education Minister when the officers sitting comfortably in the education department could have opened up their minds and allowed Wei Jin to fulfil his dream!

This is one of the saddest parts of our government – decision-makers not using their brains to decide what’s best for the country.

ALL FOR ONE & ONE FOR ALL,

Kuala Lumpur.

feel so... addicted to her.

Hepi giler dpt jumpe ayg . tp xpuas!!!!!! ni ayg ader dgn aku, cikgu comel sorang ni. hehe. b rindu ayg sgt tau ke.. ayg tgh mkn kopok lekor. nak sket ma.. ari ni both of us pkai bju kurung.wahahaha. comel la kot. if tgk 2 gurl pkai bju kurung and kissing. aper agak nyer org ckp kan? hehe aku mcm nak upload gmbar ktorg n declare to whole world that we belong to each other. tp nanti lain plak citer nye. anyway, aku nak manje2 dgn ayg aku. nanti aku edit lg. :D